some friens told me its not worth it
some told me not to be silly and jus give it another try
wad do i really want?
am i trying to avoid or am i jus scared.
if dere is a 1st, 2nd and 3rd time, will dere be a 4th?
totally lost dat kinda believe and hope i used to haf in you.
feeling really disappointed now.
promises u made are impt to me.
can see dat u are trying hard.
but is dat enuff?
haish.
learning from mistakes is e most impt thing in life.
i think i jus need time to chill.
