Thursday, March 25, 2010 5:15 PM
it finally ended.
after much crying i am feeling much more stable now.
but when i think of doing everything alone or when i take a look at the blog created by the both of us, i will break down again. I promised him not to cry. But i can't ),:
thinking of going shopping alone.
nobody's going to hold my hands
nobody's going to be there anytime i need
nobody's going to follow where ever i go
nobody's going to pamper me
nobody's going to lend me a shoulder to lean on
nobody's going to listen to all my grumbles
i am trying to hard to live with all that for now!
Tuesday, March 23, 2010 10:55 AM
sometimes i just cannot understand why ):
it's really that depressing after such incidents happen again and again
- yelled me cuz i was late due to work
- told friends he don't know why i was there to watch him play soccer
- told me his mum and grandma didn't like me
- commented on almost everything about me
- changed from in a r/s to single when asked to give more time to decide and think through
seriously i really don't know if you mean it or not
but to me these are really very hurtful memories which i will never forget.
these are really fking stupid and unforgivable misakes that one shouldn't make if u were to think before saying them out.
is it really too much to ask for?
i just need someone to console me when i'm feeling down
someone to treasure me and makes me feel wanted when arnd with his friends
Tuesday, March 16, 2010 3:07 PM
life is in a mess right now.
who's lying and who's not.
i cannot differentiate now.
i don't know what is the right thing i should do now ): !
Saturday, March 13, 2010 5:32 PM
went to meet my bf at IT fair ytd but in e end, i didn't get to eat with him after waiting for an hr plus because he couldn't leave D:
was rather disappointed. aruged but made up (: yep.
went compass point to have lunch wif my mum and sis today
browsed through my previous posts!
i found out i was to zi lian & childish! D: oh gosh.
and how hideous i looked!
Tuesday, March 09, 2010 1:44 PM
haven't been updating for years!
this is my new life!
and also I'm too bored staying at home these few days
can't wait to leave this house n go have some fun outside ;D
these are some pics i took at my cousin's 1yr old birthday party too!
