it finally ended.
after much crying i am feeling much more stable now.
but when i think of doing everything alone or when i take a look at the blog created by the both of us, i will break down again. I promised him not to cry. But i can't ),:
thinking of going shopping alone.
nobody's going to hold my hands
nobody's going to be there anytime i need
nobody's going to follow where ever i go
nobody's going to pamper me
nobody's going to lend me a shoulder to lean on
nobody's going to listen to all my grumbles
i am trying to hard to live with all that for now!
